For people grown up in a cross-cultural background like you, I guess it might be easier to understand why I choose neither Chinese nor Japanese but English. It is simply because to speak in a language that is not familiar to both of us helps me to confess my affection in a completely honest way.
Though I've always regarded you as a little baka, I don't think it will cost so much of your brain to realize that we have been chatting nonstop for almost a week in a way that is genuinely close as I guess.
During the time, it was obvious that I have shown my feelings clearly enough.
It would be a big mistake if you think I talk to every girl in the way I talk to you.
I've told you that to speak out those three little words or hiragana is a little bit cheesy at least for me, because there are so many more creative ways to express the romance to you.
To be honest, the first time I heard your voice message, I literally felt like my heart melted.
From then on, my heart melts every time I got a new voice text from you. Of course there are characters with much more adorable voice online, but I've never heard a cuter one from anyone else around me.
I am pretty sure that meeting with you is the most fortunate thing that ever happened to me since my breakup 3 years ago. I didn't say "since my birth" because actually it is not. I'd like to just keep every word out of my mouth honest.
We've talked about whether it should be considered a kind of escape to care less about whether your partner keeps being loyal to you just in order to not get hurt in the future. In my opinion, it takes nothing to pretend that it doesn't matter, but it takes courage to care. Unluckily, actually I escaped last night as well to somehow protect myself, but soon I realized it won't do any good to our relationship. Plus, I don't think to talk frankly is awkward or should be cosidered a loser. A cold war ends up in hatred, while conversations bring hope.
"You don't know me, I don't know you, so let's slow down our pace okay?" Well I don't think so. At least for me, I know your look, your voice, your education background, even a little bit of your family and also your perspective about relationship and marriage. Not so surprisingly, you know those aspects of mine too.
You can call me an honest boy, while there is also a chance that you may think I am impatient. But the fact is that I've collected everything I need to know to confirm that you are the one, so I don't want to wait for any longer. It would get me nowhere if I keep putting on a poker face in front of you to make myself look so cool to block any possible way for you to hurt me emotionally. It is just stupid.
I know this letter may not be well-organized to put my thoughts together, yet it is enough for you to know everything.
So, if I am the lucky guy who is deeply blessed by Lady Fortune that you have actually read till this last part, I would like you to promise me one thing, which is to buy yourself a bottle of lemon juice in that 7-11 store around your house on your way back home after you finish a day's study in some library and look up to the sky quietly for a few minutes at night. There won't be a full moon in Nagoya tonight, but I am pretty sure at the time you're watching that silver planet, there is someone else doing the same somewhere else in the world. And hopefully, it would be great if some of the fairies living beyond the clouds could carry your answer to that little boy.